I have been a wanderer from a road with a dubious end.
Walking alongside are insincerity and a childhood hope that forever is already by the hand.
Not only once that my dreams were contested.
I didn't falter yet but my endeavors were unrecognized so i become defiant.
I almost threw everything away until that day when you walked right through me, reminding me that the one I have been dreaming of having, that the one I hoped of spending that forever with has already been here right from the very beginning.
The insecurity that accompanied me all this time, the defiance and this burning feeling - all these things helped me build my firm thoughts.
Those naive decisions I imposed are the lessons I have and have been learning and today, I pay the time back i lost from those times you steadily waited.
I know that there is always someone higher than me but this happiness I'm imbued with will always be my shield against this world's impurities.
I never thought of being with someone so dear and this thought yielded from my ever trusted mind made me my doubts and insecurities.
I know that we're still halfway there but I assure you two things:
I AM and ALWAYS WILL BE YOUR MAN.
Witness this guy turn into a man who grew amidst adversity.
I quite feel safe though a fog is on my brain.I quite feel restored though a fog is on my brain.
Those significant efforts I manifested are the efforts I hope you give significance to too.
This long and winding broken road led me to where I am now.
The climb, run, walk and disappointment will always be the forger of my entrusting to you.
I was a stranger yet you still let me in.
FROM THIS DAY ONWARDS, I SURRENDER MY FEARS AND DOUBTS.
--HOLD ME AND NEVER LET GO OF ME.
ayam r.
