AM I DOING THIS RIGHT? :P

I have been a wanderer from a road with a dubious end.

Walking alongside are insincerity and a childhood hope that forever is already by the hand.

Not only once that my dreams were contested.

I didn't falter yet but my endeavors were unrecognized so i become defiant.

I almost threw everything away until that day when you walked right through me, reminding me that the one I have been dreaming of having, that the one I hoped of spending that forever with has already been here right from the very beginning.

The insecurity that accompanied me all this time, the defiance and this burning feeling - all these things helped me build my firm thoughts.

Those naive decisions I imposed are the lessons I have and have been learning and today, I pay the time back i lost from those times you steadily waited.

I know that there is always someone higher than me but this happiness I'm imbued with will always be my shield against this world's impurities.

I never thought of being with someone so dear and this thought yielded from my ever trusted mind made me my doubts and insecurities.

I know that we're still halfway there but I assure you two things:

 I AM and ALWAYS WILL BE YOUR MAN.

Witness this guy turn into a man who grew amidst adversity.

I quite feel safe though a fog is on my brain. 

I quite feel restored though a fog is on my brain.

Those significant efforts I manifested are the efforts I hope you give significance to too. 

This long and winding broken road led me to where I am now.

The climb, run, walk and disappointment will always be the forger of my entrusting to you.

I was a stranger yet you still let me in.

 FROM THIS DAY ONWARDS, I SURRENDER MY FEARS AND DOUBTS.

--HOLD ME AND NEVER LET GO OF ME.

ayam r.